From my early boyhood I had an attraction towards female outfit. I tried my two elder sisters dress when no one to see.
My dad is an engineer worked abroad came to visit us thrice in a year. My two elder sisters are seven and four years senior to me. I’m the only brother. My father died at the age of Fifty I was Eight only and my mother was Forty Four then.
My mom is a science teacher of college. As a science teacher of college she taught us almost every subject up to our higher secondary studies. My Mother was very strict always kept us in strict discipline, surveillance and with her strong administration.

However my mom and dad are very loving to us otherwise. They fulfilled our wills. Especially I was more loving to everyone including to my sisters.We had to obey all of mother’s instructions. In addition to that my eldest sister could punish my second sister and me. My second sister could punish me means there were hierarchy in place. What seniors did is correct no complain was addressed against seniors rather than few exceptions. After the death of my father mother became more and more stricter because of the sense of insecurity.

My evening and sleeping dress was cotton shirt and white pajama. At winter I worn tight (chost/churider) pajama. At that time many people, boys wore kabuly Dress (Pathani suit). I saw some boys wearing girls like salwar normally with kurta, those were pleated salwar not normal male salwar. I saw some Imams / Muazzins (Religious officials of mosque), Religious school teachers, one primary school teacher, one boy of my age and some senior boys wearing girls type salwar in regular. It that time I wish if I would wear ladies salwar like them.