Credits : Pinky Crossy Nandhini

My name is Nandita and I am an woman inside. in this story i want to share that how my family was formed, my OWN family.I am an orphan and from childhood i am living with my aunt (my mothers twin sister) who had one daughter and son. Her daughter was one year elder than me and her son was only 1 year old. My uncle is an government employee and travels often for work. My aunt was a complete housewife and beautiful lady. I admire her loving nature, care and everything.

Things were going very well but suddenly an incidence changed everything. I lost my aunt and cousin sister in an accident. i was very young that time (around 16 years). Me and my uncle remained very sad. My uncle is very conservative person and did not expressed too much. he was too much worried about my cousin brother. This young kid did not understand anything and always cried for his mother. we kept maid in home but the maid was not able to stop him crying. Situation became worst day by day and we cannot find any solution. By the way, my cousin brother name is Ankit.

we also consulted doctor but he was not about to calm down without his mother and his health was getting bad day by day.Meanwhile I want to say you that I am a crossdresser from childhood. I never got any chance to dress up in the home but I really wanted to try aunts dresses. one day i thought of trying my Aunts saree. my uncle was out for work and the maid worked only in the day time. after the maid went, fed ankit  and made him sleep anyway. Then I went to take a bath. I did not need to wax as that days i didn’t have any hair in my body and still i have very few. From fashion magazines I learned the basic make up and saree wearing. I tried to the follow all feminine instruction of those magazines.

After the bath I dried myself well and applied body softener cream. Then I put on lingeries and then wore a red color petticoat and blouse.  So far it was somehow easy. Then I started to drape a red silk saree which tool almost 30 minutes to drape. but finally i didnt’ it in a decent manner.T hen I put on foundation, powder, eye liner, eye shadow and lipstick. I was not looking so bad. after that i put a black 30 inch wig.Oh my god, the wig changed everything! i was not looking like real woman and i never though i will look like so cute in this dress.