Then I put 1 dozen churi(Bangles) in each hand, ring on my figure,clip on earrings which i bought together with the wig. After putting the red bindi i was completely looking like my aunt, so like my mom as they were twins. it was more than my expectation. I was roaming around the house and was enjoying my beauty. suddenly Ankit woke up and started crying. i picked him up and was trying to stop. but tonight he was looking at me differently. he was not able to talk but was shouting as ma ma (meaning is mom). After 4 months I have seen him smiling. he was playing spontaneously with me and was not crying at all. perhaps i understood why. he was thinking me as his mom and thought that his mom is back. i was happy that he is smiling and i know why. At the same time I was worried that how can i tell the maid and uncle of this. they may be angry if i tell them i am crossdresser.

I remained like that the whole night. the maid came in the morning and i got the courage to stand in front of her as lady. she was confused. The i told her everything and i asked if she hates me. She was very happy and appritiated me. she told me that she can help me in dressing. we were very happy as ankit was feeling good. for the next three days i remained in my fem avarter and this evening uncle was returing from work. I was worried as if uncle comes than i cannot do crossdressing to keep my son ankit smiling. i shared my fear with our maid. she asked me to tell everything to my uncle. I was very afraid as uncle is an angry man. but my maid said she will handle it.

At afternoon my maid told to change into a new saree and i obeyed. she gave me a green cotton saree and did my decent make up. i was looking as my aunt. my uncle was at downstairs when my maid told me to wait in my room and not to come out until she ask. i was very afraid and did not to what is happening. My maid opened the door for uncle. i was able to hear their conversation anyway. Uncle noticed improvement in Ankit and asked my maid what happened. she replied that ankit’s mom came back. Uncle told that what nonsense you are telling about? she told to wait him for 2 minutes. Then she knocked my door and told me to come out. i as afraid and told her that I cannot face uncle like this. he will be very angry on me. At the end she convinced and hold my hand and brought me toward uncle. i was walking my head down and my hands were shaking of fear.

When uncle saw me, i was not able to make eye contact with him. i was so afraid. even he was not understanding what is happening.  then my maid told to uncle, ‘look Nandita (my aunt name) came back’. uncle was speechless. he was looking at me and trying to understand who I am. After that he asked, ‘who are you Madam’? i dont know why but from inside I got a different feeling as someone refereed me as woman. i was happy.
I did not reply anything. uncle was not able to recognize me and asked my maid who she is. my maid then told this is me. uncle told its not possible. Then i told that uncle yes this is i am. he recognized my voice and remains silent for some moments. my maid then explained everything to him. He did not react and told do whatever you want , he had no objection. it was a huge relief for me and was an approval too from uncle for my crossdressing.