My name is Rahul. I was pursuing my education in a private college in Bangalore. I am a crossdresser. I loved a girl at the age of 18. I was ditched by her as she roamed with some other person. I did not know what to do. I started to hate all the girl. The persons who had love failure will get addicted to something to get rid of love failure, like drinks and drugs. But, for me it was crossdressing that helped me to come out of this love failure. 

Whenever, I wear ladies dress, I totally forget that I am a male. I never thought of any other girl. Crossdressing was the medicine for the pain that was given by my Love Failure. I was looking for a person who could help me for crossdressing. But it was my bad luck, I could not find such person. I just used to wear my mom’s dresses, whenever I feel like crossdressing, that too when I am alone in home. I wanted a well wisher who could support me in dressing. They should let me in any kind of trouble. I approached a lot of crossdressers.

But, they did not beleive me, they asked my pictures. I am afraid to share my dressing pictures to stranger. So, no one came ahead to help me. So, I decided to approach some men. There are some men who will be supporting crossdressers like me. But, there were a lot of fakes among them. Many wanted s** or s**Chats. They wanted my details and phone number. I never got any faith on anyone and how can I go ahead and provide my number. I was worrying very much about my situation as there was no one to help me.

To be continued…..