I felt that this is not the right way for us. I thought of leaving dressing in ladies dress. I decided to concentrate on my studies. My mind was wandering, I decided to do anything for the person who could help me in dressing up. But, there was no one to help me out. Everyone started to give importance to s**. I don’t know, what the h**l is present in s**. I am ready to have this with person who can help me feel the crossdresser feel the same. I decided that I can have s** with person who can help me dress up completely like a women. 

Many of them had misconception that crossdresser is person who craves for s**. Having s** is dependent on person’s view. It depends they can have with women or men. But it doesn’t mean that crossdresser should have s** with only women. They can have with men if they wish for. But, it should not be forced on other person. There is nothing wrong, if two bodies join together. If I crave to enjoy with a guy as a girl, there is nothing wrong. But, for that I need to get dressed like a women completely from head to toe, that will give me the feeling to enjoy s** with men.

I am looking for a guy, who could treat me as a women. Women won’t like men like this, so I am not going to include them here. I was focussing on men, who could help me in dressing and treat me as a girl. It has been some months, still I was searching for a guy who could help me out in dressing and enjoy my girly feel.

To be continued…..