Dear CD sisters, I am a secret or a closet crossdresser like many of the other Cross dressers here. To come up with my real identity, I need to become expert in makeup. But, I don’t have that opportunity, since I am living with my family and cannot afford to buy my own things. There are few lucky crossdressers, who live with joint family, yet have their own space, where they can hide their crossdressing things and so on. There are more lucky crossdressers, who stay alone and remain as a girl, whenever they want.

There are a few more CD sisters, who can afford to go for parlors and pay for the crossdressing session. But, it is not same in the case of all. For a poor crossdresser like me, it is not just crossdressing, it is a costly dressing. Once, one CD sister invited me for a party that is happening in a big party. She told it will cost Rs5000 along with dress and food, stay as well. Rs5000 is like the amount I earn for a week. I cannot afford to spend that for a single day right. I need to show the expense for my parents.

Till 500 rupees, I can manage to do some things here and there and adjust, 5000 sounds too much. You can ask me, I can do overtime and earn, or save some money. I try to save money for my own expense, but some or other expense comes in the family. I tried to borrow loan and do crossdressing, but for being happy for a single day, should I take a loan and enjoy. I am not sure, what to do on this. I would like all the CD sisters to comment on how to manage CD life with personal life. Especially money things.

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